Primer
Some say there are three state study:
withered Bishu west last night, alone on the West Wing, overlooked the endless distance;
belt she does not regret becoming wide-end, to eliminate the Iraqi people were emaciated;
People look for her thousands of Baidu, when I look back, that person is in dim light.
brilliant!
fact, ah, looking for work also have three realms, do not know you noticed, anyway, I was discovered, job three realms ah, is this:
first state: you would be splashing into the water three miles, two hundred years of life self-confidence;
the second state: For crossed the Yellow River ice Saichuan, will be posted on the Taihang mountain snow;
Third Realm: Man Road as the iron, CHAMC!
Though I quoted two verses of the great leader Chairman Mao, to think that I was an old pedant, in fact, I was born just 80 years, dissatisfied with the little master of a 24 years old, the following is I gone through many hardships, job traveling around the country of course ... ...
: yysol Reply Date :2005-3-11 13:50:16
not below?
OF: He Xiao Reply Date :2005-3-11 14:03:40
state
write a cover letter the first time, An Hai fairly self-confidence and his own experience of two years of undergraduate four-year Master pieced patchwork, actually seems to be a good student it! then, I dream a reality is: to Guangzhou, Shenzhen or Dongguan, ordinary and lofty as a university teacher, together with the boyfriend, and warm over the ordinary life.
more simple dream ah!
I have never been the kind of business-type woman, reading for Master to feel that they are great, you can up for sale the. not to mention I six years a student, also left a lot of really brilliant memories, what English six, and what the computer level, and as long as the exams, I usually mention it. In addition, Anhai been a literary agency, has written Some people see the kingdom of the article, served as minister of learning, some see the kingdom of organized human activity, although the objective social and historical reasons, do not mess with party members, can be bad, after all, are also considered.
therefore, designed a beautiful resume cover high-priced inkjet spent out at to expect immediate success, to find a suitable unit and began to live a stable life friends!
that time I also realized that they have two major disadvantages, but it do not realize that the two disadvantages of the impact I would be so great!
these two disadvantages, that is, height and gender.
It is said that smart people to have the three abilities, one change can change it's courage, and second, to give up things that can not change the courage to distinguish between the three is the wisdom of these two things. But, however hard it is these two I can not change things, it became the biggest obstacle I qualified for the job ... ...
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of: requiem Reply Date :2005-3-11 14:15:06
found that many people regard the computer as a secondary capital .....< br> OF: He Xiao Reply Date :2005-3-11 14:23:00
the second state (a)
last November, there has been hiring to succession Men schools, can I disdain, because I go to the south, going to side sun with her boyfriend, to teach specialized courses, to good treatment, to teacher preparation ... ...
no suitable? does not matter, I can wait, anyway, employment has only just begun it! time, The only work I do is look up in the online recruitment information in University, then made several electronic resume.
I attended the first job fair is the large-scale recruitment Chittagong. is really not do not know, to startle, if not see the job fair site, I do not know what a) and ready to pack another classmate, Chuaizhuo Trustee buy tickets, braved the snow and set off. to give the employer a good impression, Anhai specifically more formal wear a pair of shoes, though not of cotton However, many people think of job fairs anyway, not cold to you with a!
take 306 to grow up when it found, in order to squeeze onto the 315 it is impossible for the county, had hired a three-wheeled, straight Ji Tainan area. to not worry about the future of natural recruitment will not find the site, because people all over the campus and ran the final destination, the beautiful will do is go with the flow.
with the wave by the flow, treading on thin ice to go in the past, no, that is to fulfill the ice with it! fulfill the ice went, we saw a long queue of Men.
you want to know how long the queue? tell the truth, I did not feel volume, because it is around the whole stadium gave up. But this is not the most important and most importantly, the queue length, so long as Men! to the team moved from the queue, about a half hour. I heart That regret ah, why then take things too hard but why do wear these shoes? recruitment venue a sea of people, the employer may see how the shoes I do?
but regret what's the use, both to the security of, anyway, to enter the venue , I was a full two hours outside doing jumping exercise. also relieved his side take the side: one will go just fine, one will go just fine.
Sure enough, inside is like, step into that channel threshold, I directly from the icehouse into the steamer!
the second state (b)
In fact, many people are not a bad thing, strength in numbers it! not to mention many people, probably also many recruiters. In I mind, those who Recruiting is a section of the fish, I turned into a fishing rod without any explanation fishing line hooks and his own down into the vast sea.
Fortunately, Chittagong recruitment will be grouped by region, I can lock they want to be where they went and ran the row of Guangzhou and Shenzhen. Who knew that a license is all small and medium enterprises, only the South China Agricultural University, a stand alone at the side. South China Agricultural University, more than a good school, ah, but happens to social psychology, not professional counterparts. I just-voted in a resume, in turn Deus Ex.
was Anhai never considered into the enterprise, the one I like is Normal , into the business professionals even more counterparts, and second, the unit ideal I should be aloof and laid-back, so I can be as much as they are now on the Internet, send post, write a little something. But the tickets are 20 dollars pay, can not white Come on, think about where it seems you can Wuhan, Shenyang and back side of a big deal to the work of Bai! so he voted for two schools in Wuhan, early out, and take their game into the 315 as sardines , went back to the bedroom.
this recruitment will die a natural death, I do not have a unit with the contact, I was a little self-esteem has also been setbacks. but nothing to restore the land quickly, after all, not the school's recruitment Men Well, for the science and engineering students, a few days after his school job fairs Men certainly a lot of opportunities!
recruitment in the second period of waiting, I sent by express transmitting an inkjet resume goal is to Guangdong Medical College. I care about this school, because it is to teach specialized courses to teachers, and the specific place of work is in its branch campus in Dongguan, which is the yang side of settled areas.
if there work, I dream can achieve in one step, and can become a happy little woman!
but I forgot a word, it is this: Most things in life, nine out of ten!
second state (c)
In fact, until now, Anhai not fully into the state looking for work, probably because it is early graduation, students are not around to open questions, there is still a lot of time squandered, I then made power is rather poor, it is easy to forget that they are doing. Fortunately, I have a strong ally, and that is the bedroom Men Junsao.
(Oh, do not tell her ah, she is just a boyfriend of officers girls only, always said that Men called her Junsao called her old.)
Men schools open recruitment will be the words of the day, Anliang and printed in full swing ahead of N copies of your resume, Trustee bought a ticket (I are non-regular forces, how the recruitment tickets ah), line up early to go downstairs. ridiculous thing I had at the same mistakes again and had to do an hour of jumping movement.
enter the site, only to find wrong again the. Guangdong Province, a total of only four schools, all-middle school, is nothing other places of higher learning, as Men of this recruitment is the main face of Northeast Normal University for all undergraduate and junior college students, graduate students are visually impaired group, the concern is not within the scope of the school. As a friend put it: graduate students are out looking for work, who participate in job fairs ah!
did not move!
may come not in vain, which is consistent I principle, then looked at Guangdong University of Foreign Affiliated High School that brought together so many people, I would also like to see what concessions!
really offer an annual salary of 60,000 or more! wow race, Men are not thinking about graduate figures, not to mention other people's conditions are only undergraduates! a closer look, not to psychology, was going to turn and leave, only to recruiters who identify what Yingcai sister saw I at a glance ... ... I saw a beautiful resume, then I hand over the promotions materials!
: sister who appreciate understanding, I get that value to more than ten dollars to her resume Caipen really want to, then quickly took out a copy.
Suddenly, she saw the two CV little words: Master. Thus, a question I did not prepare for throwing out: , something that I regret it N times the truth: resume, and I then stroll a few laps, it was disappointment.
for the first time and the employer's direct confrontation, and it was I saying wrecked!
two state (d)
is disappointed , Guangdong Medical College, sent a message to the I, I went to the interview notice.
This is really good as a big and good news!
because at that time, I have basically given up on the units in Guangdong Province, and Because most of them were the need to put Dr even have to like Education, Dr, and occasionally have to do to master's counseling, but also not forget the man with a brace.
I had a red heart full preparations, or to defect to edge Guangdong Yang, or returned to his hometown, culture and education to Henan Province to contribute!
HIT then Junsao has passed the interview, is about to become an elite of teachers, and Another early graduate students (male) also signed in Beijing a university, so I self-confidence once again frustrated. Fortunately, with the news of Guangdong Medical College, so I have a feeling of being vitality!
interview location in Zhanjiang, hey, not to mention, really far away, close to Hainan Island, the! not past go, I HE Xiao fearless, 无知者无畏, what did not dare to go?
so let Guangzhou, Zhanjiang students to help buy tickets to their own hastily prepare lessons, cooking a bit experimental thesis, notices from Shenyang to Guangzhou train station I, it goes back to the train.
In fact, I preparatory work to do more than that, specifically in the Cantonese version Anhai bubble for a few days to see a bit where the terrain, the map of Dongguan, Guangzhou, Zhanjiang Map View maps and a lot of times, and contact the Junsao gay friends in Zhanjiang, a - --- This is also the horizon of a celebrity ah, but is something for the refrain.
done a lot of preparatory work, I still did not mind the end, Guangdong Province, chaos I can experience a lot of the Internet, In the span of the impression, there is the personal eating society, I can not see the train if the positive side, it is estimated luggage bag and phone are not! also stated that, if not to be grabbed, that is not been to Dongguan! illustrious, and threaten dead man told over and over again ... ... So be sure to pick up the positive side I put important phone numbers written on the N copies of different places ... ... hey, now think about it, then got obsessive-compulsive disorder with a like!
Anyway, to January 13, I put on your resume to bring documents to bring money to bring a gift to the students in Guangzhou, back a big bag drag a box, dashing high spirits to set off!
second state (e)
because of time, I go to Shenyang turn a car, three hours, met with an N not seen in years of high school, kill her hot pot meal, a tour of her school, they flew station. wicket went when they discovered that the usual egregious refreshing! Hey, even a person without! You know, I have to row a long time to catch the train the team ah!
Ever hastily farewell straight on the car carrying the box, not breathing and mix thoroughly, train opened.
then send text messages to report to the mother who has a carriage, which is the first time I sat sleeper journey, An Ma is extremely worried told the N times, if there is not a good person to ask for a men's shop. In fact, I look so safe, there is this necessary? Alas, poor parental love!
... I admire that matter to.
a sense? Anyway, the boy suddenly glue I had, whim, I keep up chess. So the way Men World War Two, a total of six rounds, I beat him luck ... ... One Council.
Hey, speaking of shame, ah, but that's okay, I play with him idiom Solitaire, give him a puzzle, this kid to not insolent, and bonus thirty hours away, there is such a clown, so I temporarily forget the interview pressure.
until the station when the children's grandmother also kept the bunk exchange I thank her, I would also like to thank her for her grandson it, but for that guy great strength, I can hit the most favorite fish not opened, but no one to help I can cover the fish shape into characters so I used a spoon ... ...
Anyway, this way, did not encounter bad!
the stand will see the positive side, stand In the crowd for them to stay is so smart. Sometimes I also wondering, I HE Xiao Hedeheneng you able to have such a responsible guy with a man for a boyfriend gas, not to mention he is so devotedly attached to the I?
cling to his arm, Anjiu settled down, there he is, I was not afraid of anything.
second state (f)
that tossing a few days to the bad side of Sun, he was one of those A halo car for the people, but had to pick I from Dongguan to Guangzhou, Guangzhou had to Baan to, if not you can not leave, he will have to stay I go ... ...
16 号 Zhanjiang to Guangzhou , saw the three year and a half have not seen the students, we are no great changes, with the soon to find the original feeling. South China Normal University opened a campus full of Bauhinia, as well as lawn and green , with ice and snow than the northeast, is simply another world.
Men sat on the floor on the lawn, playing a tractor. hey, you know, early graduation Men 03, exactly when the SARS epidemic, not a school, playing poker is the only entertainment Men. now playing tractors, but also a memory of the past it!
old Liu Yang and a group of edges, I and the Wang group, Linger and watch the Wang children learn This is an afternoon of playing, enjoying themselves. when everyone was delighted, and did not realize it may be the last encounter Men, because no one thought that I candidates, the outcome will be a failure ... ...
evening, I alone take the train to Zhanjiang, in order to interview the next day, but also extremely luxurious help to prop up the old Liu bought a sleeper ticket. It was the car trip to the sea, by the side of old Liu Yang care, help I was a big backpack, Baan to the car. when friends are looking forward to I triumph, I also firmly believe that they will succeed, but ... ... that today, in line to see these friends, I have I am sorry to speak.
a man lying on the white sleeping car, I emotionally. a strange place, an unknown appointment, a life-long happy relationship with the I event. Fortunately, the place has a friend that Junsao netizens, Wang Keke horizon rhetorical exercise of the writers. but then I can not go to the train station, because the car to the early, and the West in an extremely remote station, then, has not from the city to the bus station, even the taxis are not, however, there are many taxis waiting for the station. In other words, this section of track from the station to the city, I destined to go!
wrote here, I would like to thank a person, a stranger, a family of university students in Zhanjiang. His name is Cheng Yuk, now I was a car, but did not say a few words. in the morning station, still dark, Cheng Yuk worry I a person in danger, his family was told I Zhanjiang, I invited him back to the city a taxi.
I believe that he, with 6 years of psychology study I develop a unique intuition.
he Zhanjiang and the driver, then bargain, I could not understand a word, but I know that he would never cheat I. from the station to the city is far, far away, the introverted child did not like I said a few words, but he Tell me the phone number, so I can not solve the problems encountered will have to get his. vehicles drive directly to the Guangdong Medical College, he and I together and get off, and then their first class bus ride home ... ...
feelings, not just moved. say Cantonese cold, but I met were good people. so I once again wish that the child within, and wished good life of peace!
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Guangdong the road of Medicine, has been left to go is an abandoned harbor. I refer back to the left the left side of the gate, no way, no sense of direction, so that can only be used. Of course, this is the king after a few minutes Keke Tell me, when I can feel the sea breeze on the body, some cold. Although the South, after all, is the early morning, I order to give the employer a good impression, wearing only a shirt and casual suits.
Wang Keke I received a call to dare to come out. In fact, the school has come to the door, I did not want to bother him, but he is very enthusiastic, afraid I can not find a place to eat breakfast. He is an introvert, with video look different, but people are mixed horizon, it is natural to talk about a common topic.
He asked I eat breakfast, take a tour of the I go to the beach, I told several common I have never been south have not seen the tree, it is coming interview time. I sent to school, he also repeatedly asked his interview over a certain link.
Guangdong Medical College is a small school, a Jinjiao Men is the river, the river is a sort of a small bridge. I inquire about the interview to the security location, then go straight over. did not think the time is still too early, I easily found a classroom lesson plans to lecture the review again, only time knocking Department of Psychology Director of the door. Surprisingly, even with the door next to a large mirror, Anhai compiled a dress.
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said, it happened that lecture I review the classroom lesson plan exactly where storage bag, the self-study student who was kind enough I have had one side of the border. When Miss teacher to make their own choice to stay or for classroom lectures study hall, everybody left.
four teachers sitting in a row, I open the bag and gave them each a resume, then Nahao U disk and lesson plans, to the podium.
plug U disk, I found a bad dish, and this damn computer I did not recognize U-disk! However, I do not anger anti-hi, U disk drive because I also carry a disk, just what I can give them a computer display level. Shuiliao to day sorry things did not help with the driver disk is the same! In order to prevent the ice, I tinker once again made a simple self-introduction. self-introduction for over, U disk is not recognized, so I calmly Q: downloaded to start lectures. Hey, thanks I prepared, or it could not finish it? electronics ah, sometimes can not believe it! This is the deal with the computer since I most appreciate.
classes can speak, the students We hear too seriously, although they are medical professionals, but several questions lectures Anjiu problems, they can answer them correctly. So at the end of the lecture, I remain very confident.
then is interview. back to teaching and research, four teachers will I surrounded the issue one by one throw over.
; first problem is to estimate the emotional stability I.
a lecture experience. specific about your research topic! Papers were tested to find the time, others are looking for experimental school care relationships, I casually on the Internet looking for a secondary school principal office telephone, the telephone booking will be with others, and interviews, the final fight off four experiments, 24 hours of training. So the face of such a scene, I fear them!
Finally, the question is over, so I Wu said that 24 other news before, during can look at other schools. I heart sank. This is what mean, I have brought, but the agreement signed up for the interview finished! Could I have the performance to where the bad? not be ah! So I smiled and said: your organization is hoping to get the job, other schools have little appeal to me.
I mind the rapid rotation, guessing the meaning of her words, and review their performance just really can not think of anything, they had to say goodbye. people who have stood up the teacher, I can not pester sit ah!
last a few polite, I will be out the door. to get out the door at the moment, I heard the voice of Wu: Her voice was small, but I heard it. tell the truth the moment An Xiang back to defend myself a few words, but said that outweighed the bad ones think they find the best graduate students than I likely should not be too much, this should will not be any obstacles, there is no going back.
I best a resume, including the recommendation issued by the school originals, they left in a door in, I do not bother to get, because, at that time, I do not believe that they finally were eliminated ... ...
could even leave the Guangdong Medical College, our warm and kind hospitality Comrade Wang Keke I ate lunch, Baan sent the bus back to Guangzhou. In passenger cars, I do not forget to send text messages to thank the two people who meet by chance: Cheng Yuk and Wang Keke.
back from Zhanjiang Dongguan, I but has the luxury of one, tell the passenger seat of a luxury car, with air-conditioning, TV have the kind of toilet, sleeper train fare almost equal. funny thing is, on the train did not take long, the crew even sent a box lunch Men bottle of mineral water a person! this treatment, but for the first time I encountered.
But I have eaten lunch, ah, think to be five or six hours in the car, I also understand, detour, for supper! look hard at the car's passengers look hard to eat, I leisurely drinking mineral water. hey, while you re hungry, in respect of envy I 了!
Along the way, I phone ringing off the hook, everyone I asked about the interview, but I can say, but such notice. Now that I think, when you can so you can expect is a kind of enjoyment, ah, better than disillusioned later, unworthy of the friends I care a lot stronger!
the physical condition of those days I exceptionally well all day stop the car, the first intermittent motion sickness are not even committed. So get off the station in Guangzhou, Dongguan, I directly bought the tickets back, but also embark on another journey. The Yang side after work to directly I Dongguan at the station.
intense pressure to relax may be down the road I was a bad mood, a sense of wandering alone in a foreign land, a sense of helplessness refuse to grow up, an uncertain future empty feeling, interwoven in the heart, almost shed tears. get off, I must have been worn, from 5.5 hours to Guangzhou, Zhanjiang, Guangzhou to Dongguan from 1.5 hours, plus on the train the night before poor sleep ... ... Anyway, I sides Yang will be in his arms, he really began to cry, and he cried, I repressed tears streaming down also.
clearly remember that evening, Men walk on the bridge, while tears while comforting each other. Yang said he was sorry I side, so I went out a man to suffer what I do not give their assistance, but I failed to provide a comfortable shelter, only to live in his colleagues quarters. But how can it blame him? He is a graduate only half of rural children, two thousand a month can not get salary, but also has the huge debt owed to school. a short period of 5 months He Jiali Ji to 5,000 dollars, and he worked hard on the outside of a person, how much more difficult to face?
the bridge seems a particularly long day, the total has come to the stage at the end, as this six-Men the feelings of the road, do not know when to walk mountain heavy water complex, ushering in vista?
and is waiting for the tough days, but also I day of vagrancy in Dongguan.
not home for the , I can only follow the edge of the morning sun to get up with colleagues, and then talk to edge Yang breakfast, the next whole day I need to go their own arrangements. eight had a little time, shops, bookstores did not open the door, I stroll along the canal, so Morrowind does not blow I is not flowing long hair; or sitting on the stone steps of Cultural Square, watching the old people who exercise, watch the muddy water, colorful goldfish.
and then open the door of the supermarket, go to the supermarket Anjiu Xia Guang, did not expect the first day of water and soil Anjiu found baby! hey, baby Well in fact, that is, those kinds of pants. It stands to reason where there is no trousers? But you do not know, I so big, almost did not buy pants that fit too few, especially in the Northeast reading, trumpet trousers generally not be found. and this supermarket, even a considerable number of 25 yards pants, or even, even 24 all! prices are very cheap, I can not help inviting? so he took him money to spend most of the few.
Then, in order to avoid any further money, Anjiu to the bookstore. But those dazzling Bookstore I can not let the book heart itchy! You know, I in Changchun, when nest in front of a computer all day, has not shopped in bookstores a long, long time ah! Hey, So Well, buying books is a spending .
remember those days, while after work every day, Attorney Yang wallet ... I ... Oh, no, wallet is not with the fear of looting. precisely Attorney pocket and see if there is not enough The next day I got enough money squandered, a look is not enough, I gave into to some. to do this when, while Yang is happy, he said the most rewarding things were not over-feed their wife. watching him happy , I also followed Shale, so wiped out on the day's fatigue.
, of course, sometimes arguing, as one day, while Yang is not even time I received at the factory door, the telephone can not get through, depriving the original soon worn soles of the feet, but also signs of a little cold I been waiting for ages. he kept out of Jiu angry, wronged tears. Yang actually become very soft side, no matter what I say angry, constantly console I help I wipe the nose, and then to the small garden with I rest, I put on his jacket to his own clothes and wearing a short-sleeve shiver in the wind.
I pretend to complain that he is ugly clothes , do not wear life and death, and then bite the bullet and stand up and then go. say good day to stroll the pedestrian street, not to mention I wear a sweater, sit still too cold.
in Dongguan is also a matter of fact I have a good college students, a man she lived in a house Sanshiyiting, but I only lived there in her day. because it is too far away from the side of positive units, where they live, I can not have one ounce of time to see him. Although the flies that day I was so relaxing: a computer with Internet access, delicious meals, warm shower, comfortable bed ... ...
but no love, everything is empty.
so he then difficult to wait until January 24, 2005 ... ...
24 that day, I had been holding the phone waiting for, for fear of accidentally let go of the phone, which went to remote corners of the fear, the phone no signal .
to then wait until 3 pm, which is only two hours away from university work, when I take the initiative to open up the Wu's phone. then already know the outcome of failure, but died a death and let I see ah! Ask what they say and the.
Tell me, where my failures? later I interviewed other units, you can take note of. Honestly, when I was very angry, because I know that this failure is absolutely nothing to do with the ability to span. I want everything recorded, and then take legal action. hey, that idea is indeed very naive, but when people make impulsive point out the things contrary to common sense, is understandable ah.
to gender issues, under the same conditions, we give priority to boys. tolls? you may not know, for a working class child, the thousand dollar toll mean?
These are An Xiang say, but I did not say a word. only lightly to said: can not blame you, but we also ...
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